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ah fuck. today i went to the ice cream place again and i told the ice cream lady that i like her nails. but then i realized while i was saying it that her nails were completely natural, they just had a nice shape and length. but of course i said all that out loud too, and then i said wow, you have strong nails! i literally thought they were acrylic. and then she laughed and said no one's ever told her that before and gave me my ice cream. and now i can never go back there again. whatever. at least i don't have to worry about eating too much ice cream anymore. unless i buy some at the grocery store and keep it in my freezer and just eat it when i get home. but then i'll only have one flavor instead of choosing a different one every day.

my face hurts so much from the hives. 0/10 do not recommend having an allergic reaction. my eyelids are still puffy and my whole face is red. i look like a freak and feel miserable. and this happened days ago already. what if my face never heals??

don't worry, i'm not allergic to ice cream. i don't know if i could live if i was allergic to ice cream. i don't know what i'm allergic to, this just happened out of nowhere. i just got distracted from what i was originally saying because my face was itchy. i fucking hate this shit.

i fucking hate everything.